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Jamuary

Posted by ZuwerWS - January 11th, 2024


I'm not doing jamuary anymore, I give up. I don't know when will be the next time I compose but man am I totally burned out, it's not been fun for a few days and I just finished something that is absolutely terrible, published the project for 10 minutes and though 'do you want to go like this for the next 20 days'. I don't want to sacrifice all my free time to composing, and especially don't want to compose during school breaks. I'm not doing it anymore. I'll still publish each song I finish this month instantly, instead of keeping it for the time I make another album. It was a fun idea to grow as a person and as a composer during jamuary, and I believe I kind of did, although it took 10 days to do one of these. I won't explain it too much but basically I wrote some really shitty comments under Day 7 and Day 8 from YendorNG. I believe what I did while being unaware still is awful. But that's all I'm going to say, tried contacting the guy for the appologies, he blocked me and right so. I don't want to focus on him too much, don't want to be the cause any drama or anything like that. I'm also gonna try and change the way I write comments and reviews. This sunday I still will write my opinions, most likely on Ringo from 1973. Also I should explain that it's not meant to be proffesional, I think those will still stay pretty emotional. I'm once again sorry for anyone I caused harm to, if you want to block me, that's understandable and not gonna fight against that. I'm really tired right now and if anything sounds like I'm writing this, that's because I am, and it's not because I don't care, I'm just all over the thing right now. I wish you a good day to anybody's that reading. And good luck to you, if you feel like you're tired then give yourself a brake, since this is just an internet challenge.


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Doing songs for an entire month already sounds like a challenge most people would get tired from, so good on you for deciding to stop instead of going through something that you didn't find fun anymore. Sorry about the whole mean-spirited comments you posted while doing the challenges, but at least you learned from the experience and are trying to change the way how you handle them moving forward. I'd like to think that within time, you and Yendor would have a proper resolve, but it take some extreme luck to get that to happen.

I hope you have a nice break from all of this, because it sounds like a lot has happened during the start of this year. Have a good one and stay safe.